What would happen if we prayed? Truly got on our knees and seeked God's Will? Our world would change, if people would truly ask for His help. We can't do anything. We can't rid ourselves of these bad thoughts that plague us. We can't get rid of our urges to harm ourselves alone. Do you know what we have to do? We have to pray. We have to give it all to God. That's the secret. We have to give everything to God, good and bad. We have to give Him our dreams and visions, our thoughts and feelings. He will take them and mold them, make them new. He will align them to His Will. He will make us pure, make each of our thoughts worthy of Him. He will direct our thoughts. He will direct our words, our actions. May His Will be done.