I hate this, I hate this, I HATE THIS!! What the heck is wrong??!!

I CAN'T HEAR GOD!!! AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

This is freakish. I can't believe this! Help!! I can't hear Him!! And I haven't had any dreams in like 3 weeks!!! AAAHHHH!!!! Help help help help HELP!!! What is with this? I NEED to hear His voice!! I'm, like, totally dependent on it. What if He falls down and breaks His neck??!! I won't be able to- oh, wait, that's right. Totally stupid thought. But STILL! I NEED to hear His voice! If I don't, I get all testy and depressed. I swear, my friends can testify. I've been in a really bad mood all week. COME BACK LORD!! I have GOT to figure out why I can't hear Him. Maybe I have some unconfessed sin or something similar! Yeah, that's probably it. I would ask God what it is, like I do usually, but, uh, hello, HE'S NOT TALKING! Ok, I need some serious prayer time. I SO need to hear His voice! Please pray for me!! Until!!

Love in Christ,
Slightly panicky,
Emily